i had a dream i was in this school and i was going to cyclocross nationals even though im not a cyclist anymore, we eventually got to the hotel but it was kinda like a school, and i was in this room, then i went through this elaborate school and was in this room with a few other people from my old college, there we discussed a girl who couldve came and had every opportunity to come but didnt, for some reson i started talking about it with a whisper but got slowly louder and louder until everyone ended up hearing it. it was like they were surprised to find out so i just talked louder. After i tried to get back to the original room and had trouble finding my wayt back, i went the wrong way then remembered i came another way, i went that way but was led to a pool room where there were many people in the stands, after standing around for a while i saw an old lover from college, she was with another man, i left but on my way out i fell in front of everyone, i laid on the ground for a little in embarrassment, after i left with the old lover still on my mind and i still couldnt find my way back, i ended up in the lobby tellling people ive been lost for the last 30 minutes and explaining what happened and where i got lost, then i woke up before they could help me get back
This dream could indicate that you are feeling lost or uncertain about your direction in life, represented by the confusion in finding your way around the school/hotel. The desire to compete in the cyclocross nationals despite not being a cyclist anymore suggests a longing for a past passion or accomplishment. The discussion about the girl who didn't attend may signify regret or disappointment in missed opportunities or relationships. The loud talking may represent a need to express your feelings or concerns more assertively. The encounter with an old lover and her new partner may suggest unresolved feelings or emotions related to a past relationship. Lastly, seeking help to find your way back may reveal a desire for guidance or support in finding your path in life.